Words can hardly speak the things i bury down so deep that only when the ground splits open because sum life luving life, restrained subdued controlled eventually angry life luving life, budges open-
slams down, breaks free sum screaming please push me thru push me thru the door thing- let me in, let me out, let me in, ahhhhhh screams find me don’t lose me stop burying me, alive i am, not died, here ahhhhhhhhh….
his screams pounding my fist into the wall, fuck, that hurt broke my baby toe running into a chair. fall laughing so hard- wiggle my belly little vibrations jiggle out sum screaming laughing hysterical thing,
mad maaaaaaaaaa maaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mama .
i am alive and breathing.