this week, i witnessed myself, challenged to dig deeper and find strength to go after
i am going thru a very new phase in my being here on this planet,
i am realizing over and over
that we are all, alone, and this is ok.
Alone and Ok. means i can have a 1-0000 999999 friends and family
and a great great Love
but ME WALKING and TALKING and WRITING and SINGING is
the people i luv i luv,
but i cant expect them to FILL my well…
and well…its gotta be filled to be emptied.
to fill and to empty means to keep the inner life moving
when we get stuck, we get angry, and we like to blame…
someone else…( no one likes that)
but we do it, because its easy to point fingers,
hard to put fingers on what is really happening inside U.
my inner life wants to be listened to feel FULL.
CREATION FILLS ME
I CREATE, I FEEL SATISFIED.
it takes COURAGE, to accept that at the end uv the day,
ITS U, whose gotta MOVE IT BABY,
dont be scared,
DO WHAT U WANA DO!
explore, and satisfy the exploration.